Something happened to me the other night. I woke up and was kind of in and out from sleep. I lay there and really felt the real me inside of my body. My inner being. I felt like I was just for a second stepped outside of my body. My body seemed like a house. I needed to dwell in it to survive. It was the only way for me to really learn. Without the body I couldn't do things. It was so strange but yet I was connected to everything and everyone.
The knowledge that was there was unbelievable. Everything is possiable. It is the Holy Spirit. I thought thats it. Nothing really matters except for Gods work. I wish that I could stay in that state. It's peaceful,joyeous, powerful, loving. Words couldn't even describe the feeling. There is absolutely nothing for me to worry about. If I start to feel anger or hurt is it possiable that it is the devil attempting to throw me off this peaceful loving joyeous state? I must look for all good things. I am not losing my mind. I am being guided. There is no need for excuses any longer. I am being pushed forward. Picked up and carried. As I write this my body is tingling. I feel presence.
I shall not worry any longer. I don't have to. Nobody really has to. All answers are there. We must listen. God will take care of mom so there is no need to be stressed or to worry.
